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ITS ALMOST 2011! Holy crap , the year went by hella fast ! I had plenty of ups & downs but each has a memory that will last forever . 

Today is my day to go SUPER crazy & have hella fun all the way until New Year !

When 2011 strikes , I’m focusing on school , to have a better relationship with my mommy (: , && to mature up . - New Year Resolution that someone gave me & I get a prize if I succeed to do them all by 2012 <3 

Reminder to myself : Keep on smilin’ no matter how bad it can be <3 That’s how I will always have a great NEW YEAR !!!

I have freedom to do whatever until 2011 ! I’m free , I’m going to be smilin’ cause I know I deserve to begin a new year that I won’t ever forget about

I feel so sick & tired & upset ! Wtf can I do ? Sometimes I just NEED to fake a good smile for you .

AHAH ! boy do i love him ! he’s making me laugh like hell with my girl , Kels <3 

(:

UMAD?!? D:

The moment when my heartaches & I can feel it . 

It’s like being squeezed & I can’t breathe . 

Mom: I RATHER YOU FUCKIN’ GO OUT AND NOT BOTHER ME AT HOME ! *spazz out*

Me: *sits there* ………… FINE ! I’LL FUCKIN’ GO OUT ! 

- i go out & come home -

Mom: WTF?!? YOU GO OUT & YOU NEVER COME HOME ! WHAT DO TREAT THIS HOME AS ?! A HOTEL ?! GO IN & OUT WHENEVER YOU WANT!?!? YOU NEVER STAY HOME ANYMORE ! YOU’RE A BAD KID NOW AND A DISGRACE TO THE FAMILY ! 

Me: Fuck you . -Fml-

Mom: FUCK FUCK FUCK ! YOU ALWAYS SWEAR?!?! WHAT LADY LIKE YOU HAVE THERE ! YOU HAVE NO RESPECT FOR THIS HOUSE & THIS FAMILY ! ONE DAY I’LL KICK YOU OUT OF HERE ! 

I’m seriously fragile behind that smile. 

Too bad I went couple weeks ago ! I want to go & ‘bump’ into them ! That’ll be fun (: 

Happy Boxing Day ! (: 

Shyt !! Soo many people at the mall today ! line ups for almost all good stores ! ahah . took FOREVER to find a seat to eat in the food court -.- people were literally raging & would kill for a table/seat ! LOOL 

went downtown afterwards & looked around with a group of people. went back home with my friends & watched the hockey game (GO CANUCKS !)

Went to eat sushi & hella full !

I love my girl , Kelsey . AHAHA she made my day with her boyprend. LOL (: <3 

i want to tell you , but I know I shouldn’t . 
Now it’s all left unknown  

HOPE YOU GUYS ARE READY FOR CHRISTMAS ;)

Facebook: You don’t msg me - GOOD !

Msn: i’m never on , when I do , you’re off - GOOD !

Tumblr: You never go on & don’t msg me - GOOD !

Phone: FUCK YOU ! THE ONLY PLACE I CAN’T BLOCK YOU , YOU MSG ME THE MOST ! YOU ANNOY ME SOO MUCH ! 

I don’t know why I can’t tell you straight up to stfu , but dayum ! You’re sooo annoying !